Hi, so this might be surprising to some why I suddenly left discord server without even saying any word, so just to be clear:
Because I don't feel like I belong here anymore as I felt in the past and It's time to move on. It's not related to me quitting mapping or (kinda forced but fair with rules established) resign as a BAT, but nonetheless it is a hard choice that decided to take in the end. Of course that doesn't mean I'll disappear from the internet all together, you can find me elsewhere under the same name.
Before I'll upload this post and disappear from here, I want to say few words to certain people:
A great person from Ukraine, also Teto enjoyer.
With that said, żegnam was wszystkich. Mam nadzieję, że się jeszcze spotkamy gdzieś indziej.
Fin
I'm officially leaving Titanic forever.
Why?
Because I don't feel like I belong here anymore as I felt in the past and It's time to move on. It's not related to me quitting mapping or (kinda forced but fair with rules established) resign as a BAT, but nonetheless it is a hard choice that decided to take in the end. Of course that doesn't mean I'll disappear from the internet all together, you can find me elsewhere under the same name.
Before I'll upload this post and disappear from here, I want to say few words to certain people:
Levi
Thank you for creating this server, it truly is the best private server that was created ever and hope that community will thrive as it is currently or even better ;)Archen
Thank you for recommending me Levi's server. It truly was a blast to be here alongside others like Kurboh, ArNeN & Mahogany even tho while being on voice chat sounded many times like being without no emotions or being on group chat too serious at times, I'm deeply sorry but I truly tried to stay optimistic and happy as I could, but It's hard pretending all the time everything's fine and don't struggle with heavy weight that is reality along with heavy depressing thoughts and if that somewhat changed perspective about me when you got to know me better through groupchat or dms, I'm truly sorry. Hope you are doing okay out there and found peace whenever you are currently in your life.Kurboh
Thank you for what you are doing. You are literally one of the persons what makes this server so wholesome and welcoming to new people. That doesn't mean I don't have any criticism, never wanted to say publicly till now it but for some time looking on announce channel I noticed that your maps were instantly ranked without much checking (might be wrong) which smelt with favouritism, but nonetheless forgave since never saw a point to point out. Hope you are doing good along with Archen, you get more (platonically) with her than I was ever be able. Also last request, can you remove my guest diffs from graveyard? There's no point to hold them, thanks.Oreeeee
Thank you for your effort of actually making clients playable, being incredibly helpful when issues arrive (especially in Linux space, you are literally a lifesaver) with clients as well helping making Digital Client a really great client that has own identity. Does he know? Of course he knows ;). Also great guy from Poland :D
Dremu
Another person that was really fun to talk to on general. Hope you are doing well.ArNeN
(I seriously don't remember your username, I'm sorry - don't take it as bias towards you :pray:)A great person from Ukraine, also Teto enjoyer.
TFD500
Even tho I rarely was saying something when you were around, it wasn't of idk not liking you or something, It's more I rarely was able to come up with something to say (as emrassing might sound, It's true). Also you are a funny guy, please don't change. This world is already awful as it is and world needs people that can turn even the worst days into better ones like you.DigitalFear117
Your effort with making the ultimate client for Titanic with help from various sources came to fruition with Digital Client and it shows. It's the best client that I (and propably lots of people on Titanic) ever tried despite few problems that accidentally arrived with dropping newer version but happens, that's totally normal especially with such complex client. Also like Kurboh, you are what makes Titanic awesome in the first place with really deep knowledge when it comes to mapping various old styles and differences that occures on specific versions of osu client and other technical stuff. May the LadyBug be with you ;)With that said, żegnam was wszystkich. Mam nadzieję, że się jeszcze spotkamy gdzieś indziej.
